Daily musing #2 - Motivation

It's a strange thing, motivation. I often feel as though there are two of me. One burning with ideas, eager to chisel out my place on this earth, with zero regard for the time and labor required. Yet, when I find myself in nature, or making music, or even decent conversation, ambition retreats swiftly into the darkest cover of my mind like a snake in the rain. Followed swiftly by the old feeling of “why don't I just live like this forever?”  Yet, without doubt I will rise tomorrow morning, eager to prove something that doesn't exist to someone or something that likely doesn't really care all that much. That said, it is the way I am. I have come to an agreement with my soul, that as long as it's fun, I have full permission to be as ambitious -or not- as each situation requires.